I hate liking people sometimes, honestly. “Having a crush” is literally the worst. Usually it starts out with you seeing someone attractive or hearing someone say something you agree with and like and you want to know more and you develop this image of them in your mind even though you know nothing about said person. You tell them stuff before you know it their getting closer to you and you to them and then things start to come up, you get to know them more and they do things that annoy you, or they start to lose interest or they dont treat you like they did when you first started talking. When you start talking to them less and less you notice they literally give their number out or make a post like “someone message, bored” when their talking to you or when you dont talk that day. How do you say.. replaced? I would rather you not pretend to only like me tbh, and not tell me im the only girl you talk to because thats such a bullshit line and its over used, and it’s a lie. Why can’t people just be honest. If you like someone show them.. if you dont then dont toy with them leave them alone. I am so sick of people who flirt with everyone talking to me. Literally leave me alone if your going to do that don’t waste your time on me it will go nowhere.
All i ever wanted from you was for you to respect me, someone you don’t even know, enough for you to tell me what happened to me. To tell me why this all happened to me. I contacted you three years ago and asked you this. Then you wait three years to message me back and now your ignoring my questions. I’m so frustrated i wish i could shake you or make you care about me. I don’t consider us family, or related at all but i do want to know about my past and about yours. How much of your valuable time are you willing to give up to literally Facebook message me and tell me everything, you don’t even have to write me a letter.
When you’re lied to it makes you feel worthless. Like you’re not worth the truth.