I hate liking people sometimes, honestly. “Having a crush” is literally the worst. Usually it starts out with you seeing someone attractive or hearing someone say something you agree with and like and you want to know more and you develop this image of them in your mind even though you know nothing about said person. You tell them stuff before you know it their getting closer to you and you to them and then things start to come up, you get to know them more and they do things that annoy you, or they start to lose interest or they dont treat you like they did when you first started talking. When you start talking to them less and less you notice they literally give their number out or make a post like “someone message, bored” when their talking to you or when you dont talk that day. How do you say.. replaced? I would rather you not pretend to only like me tbh, and not tell me im the only girl you talk to because thats such a bullshit line and its over used, and it’s a lie. Why can’t people just be honest. If you like someone show them.. if you dont then dont toy with them leave them alone. I am so sick of people who flirt with everyone talking to me. Literally leave me alone if your going to do that don’t waste your time on me it will go nowhere.
Honestly if it took you two weeks to move on then you didnt “love”someone. Obviously. I knew it was a lie anyway but im really sorry that I wasted my time on someone who didnt really care about me. And as for me looking upset my wisdom teeth are growing in and bothering me so obviously im not going to look cheery at all. Not that you would know that of course you think my life still revolves around you. As for me being “immature” im actually not. Im not the one who went around complaining about what happened to every person i know. I told my best friend and thats all. I didnt bring anyone else into it because in the end you looked like a child to everyone and they all came up to me ans bbm told me that. Im done putting trust in people and im done with relationships they always end up like this so im going to focus on school and work from now on.
Honestly you can’t lie to me and tell me months later and expect me to not be mad..sorry that’s not how life works. You also can’t pull the “You aren’t responding so you must not have cared about our relationship at all” card. I cared way too much.. i never lied to you, always told you where i was and who i was with. It’s literally bullshit that you said that to me. I broke up with you because you swore at me and treated me like shit.. you told me to leave and find someone else, told me to fuck off, said if i was upset then i need to fix it.. you never even said sorry. So i’m done. You made me cry too many times, when i had a problem you always made me feel like i was bothering you with it but whenever you had a problem i didn’t stop until i found a way to help. If you don’t see how you went wrong here then that’s too bad and i’m not going to explain it in detail to you. I hope the next girl you get you treat better.
“You cheat, lie”
”You treated me so wrong, so go cheat on him”
“You must have, actually i know you cheated on me.” ACTUALLY i fucking didn’t.
Just because someone moves on doesn’t mean they cheated.
i don’t care enough to tell you to your face, and i hope we never talk again.
Funny thing about people like that is they never grow up,
they talk shit about you and you didn’t even do anything wrong..
“You used my family” HOW THE FUCK.
that makes no sense at all.
I always offered to pay for my own way to everything we all did, and whenever they did i felt bad.
I never used anyone.
but if i get mad, yell, then he wins. So i’m just going to take it.
Whatever he tells people i did. I don’t even care.
I’m sick of people i hate showing up at my house.
I can’t do more to stop it, blocking their number, not even acknowledging them.
Even telling them you hate them to their face doesn’t make them leave.
I want this to stop, i really don’t know what else to do.
They want to talk because they feel bad, but i don’t care how they feel.
It makes me more mad every fucking time.
FUCK YOU, I’m painting right now, and if you ever noticed me you would have noticed that too.
I’m really pissed off.
My room is so bare because i pretty much flipped it.
The truth is i like it better this way. Clean no mess what so ever.
She told me to leave, where would i go? To the store and back,
i could get mugged but that’s way better then being in the same jail as this woman.
I’m really not looking forward to tomorrow. I feel a lot of nothing and that doesn’t usually mean i do my work.
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