Its not just that I’m scared to lose people. I’m scared of all the things or events in their life I will miss out on that I want to be there for. You see them post about what their doing but they stop talking to you and telling you things. Its heartbreaking to know they can go on fine without you. Or even more heartbreaking if they go down a self destructive path. I’d like to hope for the best by thinking they will come out as a stronger better person. You hope they will find someone better who they deserve. But deep down your also sad it couldnt be you.