How the fuck can you put so much time into someone and see them all the time and be 100% honest with someone always .. then they say “I dont believe you care or ever cared about me” really?! Im never that open with people because people arent trustworthy. But I trusted one person and now– because I was honest Im the bad guy who never cared. I guess every time I tried to care my efforts went unnoticed. And now I feel like shit because they said I didn’t ever care. I dont cry over things that dont matter. Sad how the person you thought knew you so well ended up not knowing me at all.