This christmas was honestly the worst. It didnt feel like christmas it was too commercial and I didnt see any friends. Boyfriend didnt really talk to me all day or call. I went back home so I couldnt really spend it with my best friend. I was with wonderful people but I felt really empty and alone the whole time I was there and I faked a smile all day. I hope everyone else had a good day honestly. This used to be my favorite time of year. Thats changed now.